Not much to say today. The tube is back in because I noticed signs of dehydration tonight. We are feeling very upset, let down, pessimistic. Our goal is/was to have her be able to eat her birthday cake on May 19th, and we fear that it may not be a real optimistic goal. I find myself fuming with anger at the doctors that put in the tube, the doctors that told us that she wasn't getting enough calories when she was 2 months old, and the doctors that told us to stop breastfeeding.
For at least the short-term, its back to tube feeding, vomiting, stained carpets, etc. Perhaps we will give it a go once again she puts some weight back on.
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